I think I’ve been a very good girl this time around. I’m very satisfied with my life and how things are going right now. I miss him terribly now that he’s back home in Alabama but I feel like we accomplished a lot in this last vacation. Jeremy got to meet my grandparents and my uncle (on my daddy’s side) and a WHOLE BUNCH of family on my mom’s side, mostly cousins. He helped out with Cam’s graduation party and got to meet my friend Josh and his fiancee Jessica as well as a lot of my other friends and members of the church family that came (and also those at church).

We got to spend lots of wholesome time together. We went to the Carousel mall with Lauren and had a great day just eating, shopping, and looking around in jewelry stores (=P). We watched “Hitch” in my room in my bed with my little sister and laughed so hard. Jeremy got to go to a mini-recital where I played my ocarina and my sister played flute. We went with my family to go see WALL-E in theaters (which was awesome). We went to Denny’s afterwards and took funny pictures of my sister. We watched Full Metal Panic: Fumoffu with my sisters. =3 We played “Apples to Apples” with my grandma and uncle and my family and PIT as well. Jeremy even drove my grandma’s car when we had to go with my mom to drop the van off to be worked on at the shop so we got to feel what it would really be like to just drive in a car together.

I cried a little bit this time before he left (before we drove to the airport even) and I had an even tinier breakdown yesterday. I think my issue is that this vacation has been the best vacation with Jeremy yet. Everything has been so upbeat. My family has been getting along really well with him and he with them. Everybody loves him and there’s a lot of acceptance on all sides. I don’t know, I just thoroughly enjoyed myself.

We were driving in the car on the way home after dropping Jeremy off at the airport and just the thought of him not being there in my house made me sad. I got so used to it over these past 10 days that it felt wrong for it to not be the same.

Sorry if this a little bit choppy and some sentences seem non-sequitor. xD I’ve been talking to my brother this entire time so I’ve had a hard time concentrating fully on this but I wanted to post it. =3 Yay.

Oh, random piece of information. I’m working on becoming more flexible. =) I want to bend more like a rhythmic gymnast…which won’t happen so I’ll work on just being able to do a split properly. ^__^ So yay.